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 To the Impatient Ones
 

I wish to assure every reader of this blog that it is only because I am simply overloaded with work that I am unable to reply promptly to your questions. I will admit that I did not expect this challenge to be as challenging as this. Remember that I am one of the very few hotshot Filipino gastroenterologists who could see a hundred patients a day and still have time to spend with my children, read my beloved books and sip a few couple Bombay Sapphires with Doctor Paul, Doctor Todd and Captain Ed.

This part of my journey has gotten me to experience clinical anxiety for the first time in my life which alone will make me become a better physician because I will be able to better relate with my patients whenever they tell me about their symptoms. I am not complaining though, remember that I asked for this.

To those who demand immediate answers, take it easy. Let me give you well-thought-out answers that fully conform with my conscience. See, I am not about to squander my most precious quality as a political novice and start compromising and pandering this early so as to make everyone feel happy, so I might become the most appealing political commodity because I am not here for the money and the perks and the privileges and the adulation. I could have taken a better pathway than fronting for a Party that brooks no compromise and demands that we all shape up because we are all at fault.

Previously, exasperated Catholic apologists came up with the phrase “if you cannot understand my silence, then you cannot understand my words” and they would always artfully place this quote under the image of the crucified Christ. You haven’t exactly gotten silence from me. I have allowed you to become privy to my evolving views. What you see is what I am. Answerable only to my Creator.

So if you wish to quibble on what my views are regarding diaphragms and debt caps, condoms and charter change you miss the point entirely. I wish to change the bigger picture. When we claim we are pro-life and we uphold human dignity, we cannot ignore the fact that half a million abortions occur each year and we are not doing enough to prevent every single one of these tragedies. When we claim we are pro-poor and stay silent on the crippling of entire generations through substandard education and picayune healthcare programs because we refuse to question public policy on debt payment out of fear that we will suffer even more?????

Are we not now already the most corrupt? Highest infant mortality rate. Lowest life expectancy. Highest maternal mortality. Lowest growth compared to neighbors (which is really how you need to measure growth anyway, like who is the top student in a class and who is getting left behind?). What are we waiting for? Are we hoping for these politicians presently outpromising one another to undergo a collective metanoia? Wake up, that ain’t happening. No prophet necessary to understand this. We are going down. Clearly an inappropriate moment to analyze the vacuous vagaries of vasectomies.

Today is Black Saturday and we need to look forward to the Easter.
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 Let's Think
 

A popular online paper interviewed me and archived the interview via podcast. I received many comments and a number of them were from economist and banking industry friends who were disturbed nay flabbergasted by the mere mention of “debt cap”. I was warned it would convert us to a hermit kingdom much like North Korea and we were going to be treated like a pariah and so many other dire warnings. Told most of them to calm down, everything is negotiable at this stage. Get the pun? Our negotiating position would vastly improve if we confer to our negotiating panel the full and unrestricted support of the Filipino people.

Point is we need to engage in critical thinking here. Capping interest payments is not tantamount to heresy especially if some of the loans were secured to pay off behest loans and odious loans. How will we get out of this tragic mess if we are perpetually timid to making difficult moral choices? Renegotiating or restructuring (much more acceptable terms to the cognoscenti) our debts to our advantage needs to be considered. We aren’t getting too far with this meek and obedient pathway. The consequences will probably be not as harsh as the consequences of being a model beggar nation.
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 Lost Cause
 

In my newfound political peregrinations, I am invariably asked why I am fighting a lost cause. I always begin by asking them what's lost because I certainly don't see anything lost in my cause. And here's the time they allude to a certain amount of pity that they feel for me, a sweaty and sunburned physician asking for their vote. I still haven't paused long enough to think of a perfect response because I am treating this challenge the way I have conducted myself throughout my life. I am going to pour everything that I have into this very worthy cause. Many people seem to have no idea how many Filipinos graduate from the University of the Philippines College of Medicine, complete a specialty in Internal Medicine and a subspecialty in gastroenterology in the US, become board-certified by the American Board of Internal Medicine, build a solid and successful medical practice in the buckle of the Bible Belt...while I will appreciate pity if it comes with a vote, I hope every Filipino understands the gravity of our situation. This is without question a battle for the heart and the soul of our country. The next 6 weeks will tell us whether the 3000 Filipinos who leave for other countries daily will swell to 6000, whether we will condemn entire generations to mediocrity, whether we totally become numb to all these human rights abuses, whether we want to continue being treated like a doormat by the international community, whether we as a nation are prepared to sacrifice, to pay the steep price required to get off this deep rut of corruption, loss of identity, poverty and hopelessness.

I have said it before and I will say it again, we do not have to continue going down this well-traveled road to more failure. We need to take our country back from all these pretentious and pompous politicians because we have seen what they can do and there is no reason on earth why they will change course, why they will veer from their tried and tired formulae that has brought us to where we are--most corrupt in Asia, highest infant mortality rate, lowest life expectancy, 500,000 abortions each year.

I gotta go. There's a high school graduation nearby. When you don't have radio and tv ads and all you have are pocket calendars, you need to hustle for votes on a person-to-person basis.
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 Plan of Action
 

This has to be one of the longest periods that I have been unable to post an entry. I did expect this campaign to keep me busy but not this busy less than halfway through. I guess it is because I don't have a media rep, a PR specialist, researchers, barkers, secretary, finance expert...heck I even have to drive myself to public markets and free clinics and University symposia. I guess this is my way of testing my deep faith in my fellow Filipinos that they will know what to do on election day. They will realize that we are going nowhere and all these promises being made by all these traditional politicians will only keep our country down.

Right now, I am totally focused on my mission to convince everyone to join me in a national effort that will quickly change our national character. Once and for all, we will have to abandon our national aspiration to become known as a "model beggar" nation. Just think, 52.7% of the 2005 budget went to debt service while a little more than 1% went towards healthcare (in contrast to 21% to healthcare in the US and 8.7% to debt service in 2002). We are a nation that prefers to smell good before the international banking community instead of providing vaccinations and schoolrooms and food to our country's youth. Our priorities are all screwed-up.

I propose that we undertake an audit of all our debts including all those sovereign guarantees, odious loans like the nuclear plant that never produced any energy that we paid $2.6 billion for because of complicity between corrupt government officials and unscrupulous law firms, banks and corporate businesses. We repeal the Automatic Appropriations Act that binds us to pay all our loans no matter the consequences and then cap our debt service payments to 25%. When we go through this pathway, it will have to be understood by all that we won't be able to secure any more loans (although this did not happen with Argentina) which might be a good idea because it will lessen our dependence on perpetually taking out new loans to pay for previous loans. We will be forced to go on a national belt-tightening program that will ask for sacrifices from all sectors of society. We will ask our overseas sisters and brothers to double their remittances for a period of 5 years. For those of us remaining in the country, we collectively stop smoking, drastically reduce airconditioning, walk short distances, take cold showers, import less food.....all in the hope of uniting us towards an enormous goal that will benefit the common good.

This action will do two things: (1) free-up about PhP250 billion a year that we can plow back into education , health and infrastructure. We will be able to immediately double, even triple teacher's salaries and will increase the likelihood of recruiting the best minds to teach the next generation. We will be able to provide safe drinking water and nutritious food to millions of poor people. We will be able to build farm roads, bridges, schoolrooms, rural clinics. We will learn to become self-sufficient. (2) it will also enable a negotiating panel that we will form to discuss matters with the IMF and World Bank (25% of our loans), various other lending institutions to negotiate from a position of strength, essentially a take it or leave it situation.

One very important lesson I learned from my years in the US is that we Filipinos are equal to Americans. Sounds simplistic but I think this national insecurity we harbor is at the root of our inability to get a good deal from the international community. The American people will understand why we were forced to embark upon this perilous course if they see the terrible situation we find ourselves in, that this is basically a matter of survival.
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 Vaclav Havel
 

The prize I've been honored with today is usually given to intellectuals, not to politicians. I am obviously what can be called
an intellectual, but at the same time, fate has determined that I
find myself -- literally overnight -- in what is called the world of
high politics.

With your permission, I would like to take advantage of my unusual
experience and try to cast a critical eye of an intellectual on the
phenomenon of power as I have been able to observe it so far from
the inside, and especially on the nature of the temptation that
power represents.

Why is it that people long for political power, and why, when they
have achieved it, are they so reluctant to give it up?

In the first place, people are driven into politics by ideas about a
better way to organize society, by faith in certain values or
ideals, be they impeccable or dubious, and the irresistible desire
to fight for those ideas and turn them into reality.

In the second place, they are probably motivated by the natural
longing every human being has for self-affirmation. Is it possible
to imagine a more attractive way to affirm your own existence and
its importance than that offered by political power? In essence, it
gives you a tremendous opportunity to leave your mark, in the
broadest sense, on your surroundings, to shape the world around you
in your own image, to enjoy the respect that every political office
almost automatically bestows upon the one who holds it.

In the third place, many people long for political power and are so
reluctant to part with it because of the wide range of perks that
are a necessary part of political life -- even under the most
democratic of conditions.

These three categories are always, I have observed, intertwined in
complicated ways, and at times it is almost impossible to determine
which of them predominates. The second and third categories, for
instance, are usually subsumed under the first category. I have
never met a politician who could admit to the world, or even to
himself, that he was running for office only because he wanted to
affirm his own importance, or because he wanted to enjoy the perks
that come with political power. On the contrary, we all repeat over
and over that we care not about power as such but about certain
general values. We say it is only our sense of responsibility to the
community that compels us to take upon ourselves the burden of
public office. At times, only God Himself knows whether that is
true, or simply a more palatable way of justifying to the world and
ourselves our longing for power, and our need to affirm, through our
power and its reach, that we exist in a truly valid and respectable
way.

The situation is made more complicated because the need for self-
affirmation is not essentially reprehensible. It is intrinsically
human, and I can hardly imagine a human being who does not long for
recognition, affirmation, and a visible manifestation of his own
being.

I am one of those people who consider their term in political office
as an expression of responsibility and duty toward the whole
community, and even as a sort of sacrifice. But, observing other
politicians whom I know very well and who make the same claim, I
feel compelled again and again to examine my own motives and ask
whether I am not beginning to deceive myself. Might I not be more
concerned with satisfying an unacknowledged longing for self-
affirmation -- a desire to prove that I mean something and that
therefore I exist -- than I am with pure public service? In short, I
am beginning to have suspicions about myself. More precisely, my
experience so far with politics and politicians compels me to have
these suspicions. In fact, every new prize I receive compels me to
be a degree more suspicious.

The third category of reasons for desiring political power --
longing for the advantages power brings, or simply getting used to
those advantages -- deserves special attention. It is interesting to
observe how diabolical the temptations of power are, precisely in
this sphere. This is best observed among those of us who have never
held power of any kind before. Bravely, we used to condemn the
powerful for enjoying advantages that deepened the gulf between them
and the rest. Now we ourselves are in power.

We are beginning, inadvertently but dangerously, to resemble in some
ways our contemptible precursors. It bothers us, it upsets us, but
we are discovering that we simply can't, or don't know how to, put a
stop to it.

I will give you several examples.

It would make no sense whatever for a government minister to miss an
important cabinet discussion of a law that will influence the
country for decades to come simply because he has a toothache and
has to wait all afternoon at the dentist's until his turn comes. So -
- in the interests of his country -- he arranges to be treated by a
special dentist, someone he doesn't have to wait for.

It would certainly not make sense for a politician to miss an
important state meeting with a foreign colleague simply because he
has been held up by the vagaries of public transport. So -- he has a
government car and a chauffeur.

It would certainly not make sense for a president or a prime
minister to miss such a meeting simply because his car is caught in
a traffic jam, so he has the special right to pass cars that are
ahead of him or to go through red lights, and in his case the
traffic police tolerate it.

It would certainly make no sense for a politician to waste valuable
time sweating over a stove and cooking an official meal for a
counterpart from abroad. So he has a personal cook and waiters to do
it for him.

It would certainly make no sense for the president's cook to go from
butcher shop to butcher shop like a normal homemaker in a
postsocialist country in search of meat good enough to offer without
shame to an important guest. So special deliveries of supplies are
arranged for prominent people and their cooks.

It would certainly make no sense if a president or a premier had to
look up numbers in the telephone book himself and then keep trying
again and again until he reached the person or until the line became
free. Quite logically, then, this is done by an assistant.

To sum up: I go to a special doctor, I don't have to drive a car,
and my driver need not lose his temper going through Prague at a
snail's pace. I needn't cook or shop for myself, and I needn't even
dial my own telephone when I want to talk to someone.

In other words, I find myself in the world of privileges,
exceptions, perks; in the world of VIPs who gradually lose track of
how much butter or a streetcar ticket costs, how to make a cup of
coffee, how to drive a car, and how to place a telephone call. I
find myself on the very threshold of the world of the communist fat
cats whom I have criticized all my life.

And worst of all, everything has its own unassailable logic. It
would be laughable and contemptible for me to miss a meeting that
served the interests of my country because I had spent my
presidential time in a dentist's waiting room, or lining up for
meat, or nervously battling the decrepit Prague telephone system, or
engaging in the hopeless task of finding a taxi in Prague when I am
obviously not from the West and therefore not in possession of
dollars.

But where do logic and objective necessity stop and excuses begin?
Where does the interest of the country stop and the love of
privileges begin? Do we know, and are we at all capable of
recognizing, the moment when we cease to be concerned with the
interests of the country for whose sake we tolerate these
priviliges, and start to be concerned with the advantages
themselves, which we excuse by appealing to the interests of the
country?

Regardless of how pure his intentions may originally have been, it
takes a high degree of self-awareness and critical distance for
someone in power -- however well-meaning at the start -- to
recognize that moment. I myself wage a constant and rather
unsuccessful struggle with the advantages I enjoy, and I would not
dare say that I can always identify that moment clearly. You get
used to things, and gradually, without being aware of it, you may
lose your sense of judgement.

Again, being in power makes me permanently suspicious of myself.
What is more, I suddenly have a greater understanding of those who
are starting to lose their battle with the temptations of power. In
attempting to persuade themselves that they are still merely serving
their country, they increasingly persuade themselves of nothing more
than their own excellence, and begin to take their privileges for
granted.

There is something treacherous, delusive, and ambiguous in the
temptation of power. On the one hand, political power gives you the
wonderful opportunity to confirm, day in and day out, that you
really exist, that you have your own undeniable identity, that with
every word and deed you a leaving a highly visible mark on the world
around you. Yet within that same political power and in everything
that logically belongs to it lies a terrible danger: that, while
pretending to confirm our existence and our identity, political
power will in fact rob us of them.

Someone who forgets how to drive a car, do the shopping, make
himself coffee, and place a telephone call is not the same person
who had known how to do those things all his life. A person who had
never before had to look into the lens of a television camera and
now has to submit his every movement to its watchful eye is not the
same person he once was.

He becomes a captive of his position, his perks, his office. What
apparently confirms his identity and thus his existence in fact
subtly takes that identity and existence away from him. He is no
longer in control of himself, because he is controlled by something
else: by his position and its exigencies, its consequences, its
aspects, and its privileges.

There is something deadening about this temptation. Under the mantle
of existential self-affirmation, existence is confiscated,
alienated, deadened. A person is transformed into a stone bust of
himself. The bust may accentuate his undying importance and fame,
but at the same time it is no more than a piece of dead stone.

Kierkegaard wrote Sickness unto Death. Allow me to paraphrase your
excellent countryman and coin the phrase "power unto death."

What may we conclude from this?

Certainly not that it is improper to devote oneself to politics
because politics is, in principle, immoral.

What follows is something else. Politics is an area of human
endeavor that places greater stress on moral sensitivity, on the
ability to reflect critically on oneself, on genuine responsibility,
on taste and tact, on the capacity to empathize with others, on a
sense of moderation, on humility. It is a job for modest people, for
people who cannot be deceived.

Those who claim that politics is a dirty business are lying to us.
Politics is work of a kind that requires especially pure people,
because it is especially easy to become morally tainted.

So easy, in fact, that a less vigilant spirit may not notice
happening it at all.

Politics, therefore, ought to be carried on by people who are
vigilant, sensitive to the ambiguous promise of self-affirmation
that comes with it.

I have no idea whether I am such a person. I only know that I ought
to be, because I have accepted this office
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